Ready? Ok!

I spoke too soon...

I felt happy and stable and satisfied for once. For a little bit.

And now I'm just so overwhelmed. I'm in over my head. And I'm worried. I'm discouraged. And :sigh: I'm really sleepy. And my back always hurts. and my stomach hurts. and i'm sleepy.

I feel so lost in my classes. I've met loads of people, but haven't really made any friends. I haven't been ballsy enough to initiate relations with my teachers for future letters of rec.

And while I've officialy declared my major. And I officially have a plan. I'm just having a down time right now...

And I'm need of a hug. and a pep talk.