Freedom

I am waiting and looking for something to inspire me...

Maybe waiting isn't the right thing to do. And maybe I'm looking in all of the wrong places.

I think I want to feel free again. Like the world is rushing through me and it won't ever stop.

I want to alive.

It's summer, and maybe I go through this every year... But I want to feel somehow invigorated.

This past year I've dealt with a LOT of health problems, moving, a new school, losing old friends (and parts of myself), finding new friends, rekindling lost ones, settling into an old life with a new me, discovering myself, discovering my voice, and adjusting to life as a "more-grown-up." It's been a lot of work, nothing was easy.

Everything has quieted down for the moment, and all I desire is to be free...