About Me (List Style)

aka
- Stinky
- Smelly
- Syd, Informally

heritage
- Is my least favorite thing to be asked. Especially before hello.
- When people have the audacity to ask I prefer to say, “brown.” (a look that says, “what now, bitch? Balls in your court”)
- I’m actually only mostly Filipino. Am I supposed to feminize the word? Capitalize?

a/s/l
- Too young for comfort
- Just enough female
- Now just measly hometown half moon bay. But I prefer to say San Francisco. At one point I’ve haunted around LA and Santa Cruz.

what i like about myself
- My boobs
- My good days
- The expanse of my happiness


what i don't like about myself
- Mood swings
- Inability to find any outlet for expression
- unfinished projects and life make overs

things that scare me
- Birds and feathers
- My future
- the past that I have yet to overcome

everyday essentials
- The Blackberry
- Claritin 24 hour for the chronic hives
- naps

wearing right now
- Too large, mustard yellow, Terrible Twos shirt with a lion on it
- Mickey Mouse watch from disneyland (sorta)
- My least favorite pair of underwear (must do laundry)

music
- Mamma Mia! All day long every day.
- Mamma Mia, all day long, seriously
- I haven’t had mamma mia out of my cd player for over a month I think…

goals for the next 12 months
- Graduate
- Move out
- Figure out where and what and who I want to be

want in a relationship
- Someone that looks like Adam
- Someone that acts like Adam
- Or maybe just my best friend, Adam.



physical things that attract me to the opposite sex
- face shape (head shape?)
- height
- posture?


i can't
- seem to figure anything out lately
- wait till I can claim independance
- stand the wait

hobbies
- Big Box crayon color organization
- Self diagnosing
- Half Assed Gardening, reading, writing, and blogging

what i want to do right now
- Get a chai (NOT the starbucks kind. The kind based on an original recipe of an old indian ( ?) man with a grey beard and poems on his walls that calls me sweetheart, takes usually a really slow time, talks in a whisper, and is WAY better than anything you can commercially buy)
- Go lay out in the sun with you, just soaking in the happiness
- bake something utterly delicious


careers i am considering
- Nobody at a nobody company just getting by
- Animal portrait photographer (right? Riiiight?)
- Baker

where i want to go on vacation
- Spain
- Greece
- Italy
- France
- Back to Chile
- oh wait… there’s too many to list!



kids' names (and yes, eventually i will have some. maybe.) And don’t you dare consider stealing these ideas!!! I’ll hunt you down.
- Ava (possibly Avalena but that looks so strange spelled.)
- Lolita (lalita?) I’m afraid for the connotations on this one, though
- Sophie

what i must do before i die
- Live
- Live
- Live