Tuesday, September 15, 2009

Till I Drop

oh boy....

Dear world,

I have a problem. I am addicted to shopping. If I could make a list of the things I've purchased, you'd all be ashamed.

I don't want to have this problem!!! It just makes me feel so.... goood.... (sobs sobs sobs).

hahhaha. It's not the actual shopping that's so bad, because I surprisingly keep it in check. It's the feeling when I do shop.

And you know what?! Ebay TOTALLY exploits these feelings! Not only am I shopping, but I'm WINNING!!!!! I get obsessed! With thoughts like "well it's just unfair if they win 2 dollars over my budget, so... I'll increase my bid by 5." and the next thing you know I'm thinking "well, 10 dollars is like nothing. I'll increase it by 10." And then it's more like "well what can I REALLY afford? More than this. AND it's still less than store value..." Until suddenly I've won something for more money than I wanted to spend in the first place.

I can't get no satisfaction...

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