Things:
I feel so distracted and distant from myself. At the same time I feel artistically uninspired. There's something whimsical, magical, or hopeful lacking from everything right now.
I need to get more healthy. Excercise more often. I secretly believe that if i could get into the right sort of mind frame healthwise, everything else will shape up.
I've been doing really well with taking care of myself lately. I know it isn't something to be proud of, but i am, because too often i jsut let it all go.
I haev never been so proud of someone I've never met than when I read the part of Pablo's memoir of when he won the Nobel. I was beaming.
I also want to improve my posture, eating habits, and shopping tendancies.
I need more money.
I need to find a place to live. it's stressing me out. I need more time, love, inspiration.
I also really love Tsunami.
1 comment:
The worst two feelings to feel at the same tame are bordom and that you're somehow avoiding a responsibility to yourself, I think. The air starts to feel heavy and stagnent. Like even the dust in the air isn't moving. What's there to get excited about if nothing's different and nothing changes?
You should go the beach; you live so close. Just take a day and surround yourself with something beautiful. Danielle and I were just talking about how easy it is to get bored, but how crazy it is that people still get bored given that there's so many accessable things to do. It's nuts.
Anyway, this makes me laugh.
http://www.wavsource.com/snds_2007-08-02_612653722375110/movies/adaptation/original_thought.wav
We should all get together again. And do something. Bike riding sounds fun. I'd love to see that mountain hike trail thing you guys were talking about.
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