Lately, all I've been doing is complaining and sleeping and eating and sleeping even more. Graduation dissapoints me, life dissapoints me, I need a goddamned job. I won't bore everyone here about all that. I also have been having hives worse than normal, its possible that its hormonal. I need more sleep. I've been watching too much TV and too many movies. We went to ano nuevo for the super-weaners, had a lovely picnic beneath the lighthouse. I went to Sweet inspirations late into the evening (around 10), and to City Lights (around 10 30). Drive around the city at night... I've babysat the baby for a day, i've run a bunch of errands for my mom just to pay my cell phone bill (considering cancelling that).Good or bad, it's a load of nothing, really.
The important thing is this:
Even if i'm discouraged easily and I feel like I'm going nowhere and doing nothing and i've cut anyone and everyone out of my life and i'm lonely most days and I hate my stone hard facade even more often.... At least I'm not who I was before.
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