Have you ever felt like the world was racing through your brain at a million miles a minute and the very bone structure of your skull was about to explode?
I feel like with my work I've been doing relatively well. I have 12 pages of the approximately 26 pages needed for all my papers that need to be completed. And I finished all my group work. But there's this undeniable pressure.
I keep thinking to myself, "I can't do this. i can't do this." and the nest minute I reassure myself, I take a breath and think "Stop that. You can do this. you'll be fine." and I get another page done.
I have my outlines, I have the materials pretty much read (except my history stuff), but I can't manage to sit down, buckle down, and just get it done.
I'm so close to the end and I'm not sure if I can follow through.
I'm being completely manic. I'm being completely crazy. I'm losing it big bit by big bit. My brain is spinning. My eyes aren't focusing. I can't spell a goddamn thing. I can't seem to focus on any one thing for over 2 minutes. what the hell is happening to me?
Finals crunch. that's what's happening.
Stay tuned for more craziness and the outcome of the quarter.
2 comments:
You're gonna make it! Come on now. After Thursday you're going to feel fantastic. Just look forward to that.
I second that, you can make it! Can't go back now you're too close to being done =)
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