Contagion

I'm pretty sure I'm going a little crazy. I don't know if I'm freaking out. Am I freaking out?

Is this the way I eract to so many people getting sick and dying?

CAuse yesterday I was completely freaked out that there was something wrong with ME (unresolved. depends on today's happenings whether or not I make a doctor's appt or if yesterday was just me being crazy.)

Today I'm convinced that there's somethign wrong with Penelope. I mean, I'm always mother hen, over protective mother over her but I'm usually right (how many UTI's has she REALLY had?!) and I just don't know what to do.

I feel scattered. worried.

But at the same time I feel irrational. Like I'm really being crazy. That yesterday was perfectly fine. and the dog is perfectly fine. and everything is normal and I'm blowing everything out of proportion cause everyone else is getting sick, I'm projecting problems onto myself (and the dog).




ughk. I'm so neurotic.