And i want to live like this forever:

listening to gentle passionate classic guitar and reading. Taking long baths and fantasizing of kissing different lips. Of my hair all up with pins to make me feel refined but my legs bare of everything.

I want to live forever feeling so empty. But not the bad kind. THe good kind. clean. cleansed. free of everything weighing me down. Just empty. Empty stomach and mind. Simply echoes. Simply free. naked and unafraid. free.

But my own mortality, humanity affects eventually.