Uhm... here's somethign strange, you know, other than the fact that I've begun blogging like 10 times a day.
I commented on a friend's blog, and I usually don't. And then I realized that what if, through his page, someone stumbles along my page? possibly people I don't WANT to see my blog.
And for some strange reason I got panicked at the prospect of certain indelectables reading my private business. So panicked in fact, that I went back and deleted my comment.
And before I'm reprimanded for thinking that an internet blog could be "private" let me explain that... I'm under the false impression that it very well could be. I mean, how many people REALLY read this? And it's a blogger, not a myspace or a facebook. So it isn't easy to track it down or anything.
But I guess... Someone who I don't want to find this, could easily find it. And... that bothers me.
I'll be honest, in the past several years a lot of people have changed from people I like to people I really dislike. What if they... find my blog... And so there are people out there secretly reading this and SECRETLY getting joy from any unhappiness I may express. .. .. .. .. .. .... ... ......
I don't like that thought.
3 comments:
You know why you had that thought? Because you're so guilty of all those things you worry about. HAHAHAHA. Oh you make me laugh.
Commenting on your entries requires that I type the most RIDICULOUS of words. I'm going to start sharing them with you. This one is: oupuperi.
- Andrea Elise
Honestly, Syd? No one reads our blogs. I actively, sincerely TRY to get people to read my blog, and still no one does, haha. These things are for ourselves more than anything... for... self-preservation (har har). And sometimes our close loved ones. I think you're worrying about an imaginary audience the same way we do when walking down the street. Everyone's too wrapped up in their own crap to care how ours smells.
You can always make it a private blog, too. =D I see that Disneyland was fun! We've got to have lunch (or a picnic, how fun!) to share pictures and stories.
Not to say I'm popular, by no means do I think this...
But I actually have a counter that tells me who goes to my blog, I can even see what browsers people are using, how long they stay, how many times visited...
So there ARE people. and I was actually worried about a SPECIFIC two. not a wide audience.
As of yet, the two I was fearing have yet to read. TG.
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