Mid-Week - Inches and Falling

I went to Office Depot and carrying two boxes of manila envelopes I managed to scrape across my forearm pretty bad. It only hurts to touch but it's really lame cause now I think that everyone will think I'm some sort of cutter. How embaressing....

Also, I went to Starbucks which I VERY rarely do. It became a pretty ugly situation...

Other things:

Things I'm constantly thinking about/debating in my head:

• Fantasy vs. Reality
• Settling vs. Accepting
• My obsession with being self aware vs. my extreme denial on occassions
• Happy days vs. not so happy ones and the real underlying reasons behind those
• The reasons behind my hives
• The images that we create vs. the images before us
• Hopes and dreams vs. being rationally adult 
• The power of dissapointment and disillusionment vs. Life

 Why do these sorts of things feel like they have to be different? Maybe they're really all one thing.


Other things to note:

• Summer is coming and that means I'm starting to feel alive and in love and a little crazy but only in the best of ways
• GET UP KIDS TOMORROW!!!
• I still don't have a job... hahah
• I love that new show Cupid. It's probably my soul mate. ughhhkkkk I can't wait for next week.
• I love wednesday walks. in sunshine or rain.
• I've had too much caffeine today
• My dreams at night... They haunt me all day.