Today feels like a day of missed connections. Not in the craigslist kind of way, but in that, so close and yet so far from being a good day kind of way.
Went on a walk with danielle but I felt strangely energy-less. I usually have fun laughing and walking and I leave tired but satisfied. Today I just wanted to go back to bed and take a nap...
I think it's cause yesterday I spent all day sleeping. It's given me that strange sleep-depression.
Adam, doing me a super great and expensive favor picked up my pictures that I've been waiting FOREVER to get developed. I was really excited, hoping that I'd have a couple good ones. Barely any of them came out at all. One I think got exposed because I didn't wrap it well, another I left the stupid cap on the camera for like 5 pictures. The rest were just bad. I thought I might have conquered my learning curve (leaving the cap on, winding it wrong...) but apparently not. And then there were the 5 I had to ruin cause my camera was broken and I needed to open it. I was excited and then really let down. Let down by my own inability. It currently feels just like a really expensive hobby. When before it was an expensive hobby that I didn't mind because I liked the result.
Then I got my pens that's I've not only been searching high and low for but finally found and ordered offline. And, to be completely honest, they're not really living up to expectations. Maybe they have to grow on me. Or maybe they were better appreciated in retrospect.
Maybe I'm just being a whiner cause it's such a nice day outside and I'm in the office and I can't go out and play... Let's go out and play! I'll shut up, I promise...
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