Rain brings out the worst in me
and dreams bring out the fear.
I've been sleeping all day and its been raining all day
And everyone wants to be everywhere and I'm not here and I'm not anywhere.
My eyes have been dry but I think I'm still drowning.
I'm not begging for help but I think I'm still drowning.
It's hormones and rain that bring out the whiner in me.
It's mostly hormones and rain and fighting and a lack of sleep and being unemployed and working on things I don't care about that bring out the sighs in me.
Sometimes I'm afraid I'm just the kind of person that always feels lost.
Not because I am
but because I force myself to be.
Sometimes I'm afraid I'm just the kind of person that makes herself feel the things she doesn't want to feel.
I have a choice
I just pick the crappier one.
I'm waiting to figure it out
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