Past couple of days have bee chock full of lonely moments. The kind where i don't want to be alone but there's no one to cal or no one to have come over, or nothing to take up my time. Doesn't happen often given that i'm with adolfo most waking moments. and that i don't usually mind being alone...
I miss my stupid adam.
I had a really bad dream last night and i felt like i couldn't wake up. my sister called me, solved the problem. I wanted to call him, make him whisper in sleepy voices that everything was alright.
We all know how much my dreams emotionally affect me. It's just so stressful. Not only do i get scared from teh dream but because it plays on so many phobias i get anxiety issues. and i just, it stresses me out. LIke i need to talk it out but who wants me to call them at too early in the morning to talk about my whacked out dreams that don't matter to real life anyways!?
::sigh:: i feel yucky.
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