Just to Get it off my chest

I'm like two steps beyond stressed.

I need a wind down. Here goes:

my mom is sick. again. and yes, this does make me very very apprehensive.

My sister is sick. again. and yes, this too makes me equally apprehensive.

I know i can do nothing about the two of them but i'm incredibly worried nonetheless.

And then: Sean (my cousin) just moved away. Cora's leaving in a month. That means two people gone from the office = stress stress stress

I'm leaving soon. omfg. stress.

Adam Blues = stress.

I haven't been sleeping or eating well.

Today while eating lunch (early lunch with too many helpings of food) i almost wanted to cry because i wanted to stop eating and couldn't. i just couldn't. it was frustrating and sad all at once. I think i have an eating disorder where i eat too much and figure my problems can be swallowed just as easily.

And i have really weird ass cramps. and school is going crazy. and blah.

I just want to sleep and sleep and sleep. And i want everyone to be healthy. healthy and happy.

If everyone were healthy and happy and i could get some sleep i would most definately be satisfied with life.

And i want it to stay sunshiney forever.

There. i feel a little bit better.