A Secret Letter

Dear You,

I miss you something terrible. It's awful. awful awful. All words fail me.

I think o fyou. constantly. and i almost wish you'd tell me to quit it. that you're over me.

This week i'm officially "breaking up" with my new him. although i never considered us officially dating. You were always just my boyfriend.

I'm trying so hard to be happy. and i am. when i'm with adolfo. when i'm with andrea. these breathing times when i can sorta let it go.

But i don't ever forget.

I desperately wish there was something i could do. There isn't.

Please forgive me in my lapse of good judgement. Forgive me in my weakness.

"It's a mother fucker. being here without you. I won't ever be the same."

I feel as if i'm being pathetic. and desperate. please come prove me wrong.

I am queen of emotional confessions.

dear you,

I miss you terribly. awfully. unbearably.

please come put me back together.

Yours Always.