I feel this need to talk to someone but i know it won't go anywhere. I don't even really need help. there's no advice to give. i jsut want to talk abou tit. to talk and talk and talk.
But who calls someone for that? how irritating. Instead i'll jsut yammer on and on and on here.
exciting.
I just don't see how we came to this. how i've become this. i'm like 2 steps to completely psycho. as it is i'm obsessed and ridiculous. but i feel like i can't help it. i can't help it. how DID we become this?
Over and over and over and over. i think the same like 3 thoughts all fucking day long.
so many ridiculous questions i don't even want to know the answers to. statements whose response i can't begin to hear.
why. why. why the fuck did this happen? what did this to us? how could this happen? how?
I can't sleep. i can't think. i can't focus. the only thing there is you. you. you. you.
everyone keeps telling me to stop. but i can't seem to.
I tell myself things liek "maybe you should lay off the internet for a while.." cause i know if i weren't to check then i wouldn't know and i woudln't obsess and it'd get better...
But i can't help it. i can't help it. i can't help it.
I like repeating things 3 times. it's pretty ineffective but makes me feel a little better.
How could he?
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