Monday, February 25, 2008

To Double Major? or Live?

Freaked out for a good portion of a night and following afternoon. Realized that I need 7 classes to graduate, not 5.

not that big of a difference, but i'm all up on the planning. Don't like curveballs.

Stressosaur. wah wah wah.

Should I double major rathe than 2 useless electives? oh my...

Going to my unhelpful advisor today at 2.

went shopping yesterday, shouldn't have. It was good anyways, i think?

Sunday, February 24, 2008

Greater Than

I went to a comic book convention today.

I'm really sleepy.

I took a 4 nap this evening. Should've stayed asleep.

Late nite Chinese food and then my ride home.

can't wait to move out of my place, hate it like hell. I think of it everyday and it's like my stomach drops to the floor, my intestines twist up, and i trudge through the day miserable.

Bah humbug to crappy living situations.

Long live the long weekend

Tuesday, February 19, 2008

Wax Poetic

I'm starting a new journal. a physical private one.

oooooh, exciting, right?

most often I'm embaressed and/or ashamed of what I write here. So I think it's important to clarify that I don't think I'm some sort of writer that's trying to wax poetic about my daily life.

I'm just an overly emotional normal complaining about my day to day cause I don't like to complain in real life.

That's what all this is.

Monday, February 18, 2008

Como Este

I had this dream that I was in Chile again. In some large souvenir store. My dad was there and I think everyone was waiting for me outside. I was rushing through, just picking stuff up to buy.

There was a shirt hanging about the register with Pablo Neruda on it that I wanted really bad. I kept asking the man, "?Cuanto cuesta?" over and over again, trying to ask about it in spanish.

And then I see it, the most beautiful scarf in the world. Like my friendship bracelet but bigger. It was mainly yellow. I pointed to it saying "amarillo! ?como se dice, scarf? Scarf?" I pointed to the scarf I just so happened to be wearing, saying "Como este, pero amarillo."

He wasn't getting it.

Monday, February 11, 2008

What Am I?

Lately thinking a lot about race and gender. And how it has held me back and how it has formed who I am today.

I am both bitter and indebted.

Wednesday, February 6, 2008

Infestation

I have a pretty large bug bite on the bottom of my foot.

it's surprising and sickening. Feels like walking on a marble. yuuuck.