It has been a LONG time since I have been on blogger. Too long. This is evidenced in my complete surprise at their having re-done the entire blogger website. Way to throw me for a loop. And guilt trip me for having neglected my blog.
It's hard to go online and complain about the same old sort of things I've complained about for years now. I'm in the this strange spot between, "who really gives a fuck about my blog?!" and doing it only for myself and feeling over-exposed and unimportant and embarrassed and pressured by this need to make myself look better than I actually am. Maybe that's some sort of eternal bloggers dilemma..... unless you're a popular blogger. Then I guess you have a slightly different dilemma.
My life has been a lot of the same. A whole lot of realizations on top of realizations on top of plans to completely change my life and then giving up on those plans and then making new plans.
Overall, I feel like I'm headed in the right direction. I'm just not sure if I'm the exactly right path.
In other news, VACATION SOON!d
I need a whole lot of time away. 4 days will suffice for now.
It's hard to go online and complain about the same old sort of things I've complained about for years now. I'm in the this strange spot between, "who really gives a fuck about my blog?!" and doing it only for myself and feeling over-exposed and unimportant and embarrassed and pressured by this need to make myself look better than I actually am. Maybe that's some sort of eternal bloggers dilemma..... unless you're a popular blogger. Then I guess you have a slightly different dilemma.
My life has been a lot of the same. A whole lot of realizations on top of realizations on top of plans to completely change my life and then giving up on those plans and then making new plans.
Overall, I feel like I'm headed in the right direction. I'm just not sure if I'm the exactly right path.
In other news, VACATION SOON!d
I need a whole lot of time away. 4 days will suffice for now.