Yippie kai yay

I'm going cowgirl a la Zooey Deschanel via The Go Getter.

The movie felt like it really started during the second half. If you only count that part, it was a good sweet movie. Interesting, but not trying too hard to be so. If you count the beginning too then it was only mediocre. Left me wondering what the hellw as going on more often than not. But we all know I secretly have an indie crush on zooey deschanel. It was all after the horrible remake of the Wizard of Oz, Tin Man. Anyone who plays dorothy gets insta-points from me.

Anyone who dresses like a cowboy/cowgirl gets even more. Especially when they pull it off so cute as she does.

(I still can't WAIT to see 500 days of summer)

UPDATE APPROXIMATELY 10 MINS LATER:

P.S. Zooey deschanel, I was browsing internet pictures of you and apparently you were blonde at one point. Don't do that. ever. again. seriously. Not only do you look horrendous but you lose SERIOUS points for it. SERIOUSLY.

Is Insanity Inherited? It feels like it sometimes...

There are days....

There are days that I am grateful my family is so wonderful and wholesome and absolutely normal.

Then there are other days...

Now, don't get me wrong, they're cool and all I guess.

But it's currently 9:45 in the evening and what do I get?!!? A TEXT MESSAGE FROM MY MOM.

Oh, now, a text message, that's pretty normal. My family texts and emails more than we talk, so ok, I can handle that.

If you ever wonder where I get my crazy from it's definitely from my family. And to many of you I have tried to explain my kooky, complicated, large, and oftentimes infuriating family. But I think this might top the cake.

MY MOM MASS TEXT-ED MY ENTIRE FAMILY HER LIVING WILL.

double you tee eff.

seriously?

SERIOUSLY.

Five flavors of crazy, 18 crazy points, 16 tiers on the crazy cake.

And what brought this upon us? Michael Jackson's death.

Who does that?1 Who does crazy stupid looney things like that!?!? MY MOM! THAT'S WHO!

I immediately went to her room (yes, i'm like 20 ft. away, just in the other room) to tell her that she's crazy and crazy and the only word I can think of is crazy. I then remind her that I request life insurance about a month ago, so maybe now that she's afraid she'll die we can consider my death. She agrees, says that everyone should have life insurance.

My 10 yr. old little sister wraps up the conversation with, "Do I have life insurance?"

I feel like right now I need something to ground me. Something to hold me down.

Because right now I'm spinning. I'm falling out of control. I'm floating and I just want to feel like I'm really here again.

Espresso Black

I haven't been blogging as of late due to computer unreliability and internet fuckassedness. BUT!

Get this... I'm excited... Are you READY?!??!

I'M GETTING A NEW LAPTOP! HURRAH! HUZZAH! HOORAY! WOO HOO! YYYYYYYYAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYY!!!!

I've wanted a new laptop probably since I got my last one... Which was what.... 4 years ago? Possibly 5? No, It must have been 4.... Anyways, I had a Sony VAIO something or other or other as a.... birthday? gift from my parents. My dad knows people at Sony so he got a refurbished something or other for relatively cheap. I know absolutely nothing about my old laptop, come to think of it. What the memory or RAM was.... Either way, It was good for awhile, great for a time, and then it died.

I can blame lindsay lohan all I want for my laptop's death but the truth of the matter is that it was just meant to be. It was an old thing that I trekked with me to the far reaches of CSM, LA and every single day to Santa Cruz. For a while it was my main computer (especially after the death of my desktop) but again, it is dead. Well not COMPLETELY dead.It turns on and you can use it for sometimes even an hour until the blue screen of death and even then it has to be plugged in cause the battery will die otherwise and I'm too damn cheap to buy a battery for a laptop that barely works anyways!

Anyways, I digress, I'm rambling and I need to hurry up and finish so I can get ready for the day.

I GOT A NEW LAPTOP! I got it for a really good price with everythign I wanted, 4gb RAM, 320 harddrive, intel centrino core duo whateverwhatsits. And it's cute. There were a lot of customizable options given that it's an hP but when I compared how much I needed or wanted them to the price I mostly just opted out of them (other than the higher than standard RAM). I got fancy employee discount on it, so I'm even happier. I also feel the need to brag about how ridiculously cheap it was compared to a macbook. So hah, take that.

Cause let's be honest, I want to say at least half, if not more, mac owners don't really NEED a mac. They get them because they're trendy and cool and they look absolutely beautiful. While my laptop isn't absolutely beautiful, it's definately cute and I REALLY don't need anything a mac has to offer for the price. So yay, entertainment/consumer geared laptop for half the price for me.

ALSO! It was so cheap it gives me a little leftover of my graduation money to take dance classes! so I'll update about that EVENTUALLY.

Here are some important things to note:
1) I've had little to no computer access lately which is the reason for my lack of updates. I'm considering buying a new laptop with my grad money but I'm afraid I'll regret spending it all on one thing.

2) My dog is an asshole because she won't take no for an answer. When I'm mad at her I call her my dog otherwise she is my puppy. We're having trouble potty training and biting. She's a wild filly and I haven't decided if I want to break her spirit.

3) I really need to start being more aggressive and proactive about working towards a better life for myself because I pretty much gave up on that like 2 months ago after the sterling and clack interviews. Obviously someone broke my spirit.

4) My graduation dress was a hit. It's been my only success as of late so I'll bathe in it. I had the cutest dress and the oh so cutest shoes. Let's play dress up!